Chapter
4
OWN WORLD, OWN EXPERIENCE
An excerpt from my diary
4-1
Journal from the other world
It was
October 28, 2020 when the message came after many months of
uncertainty and searching. It was my pain management doctor helping
me
to make life a little more bearable.
I walked
in and there were 5 people around me in a short time and I could
not answer any of the questions. Before I realised it, I was lying
on a bed
with an infusion. The Doctor came to check on me regularly and
when I
was approachable, he told me he wanted me to have a brain scan.
I refused,
simply because I didn’t want to confirm what I had known
for a long time.
After the infusion I went home and went through a strange period.
For the
first time in my life I entered a world that was absolutely black.
A black
world without a single speck, not even a glimmer from my own eyes.
I
had apparently entered the world of absolute black! The moment
I opened
my eyes, they were hurting, I closed them and again I found myself
in
that world. The world of absolute black did not let go of anything,
it was
a world of absolute nothingness. It oppressed me, I called my
wife and I
cried out. I have never experienced this before.
As the day went on, the pains returned and the black world kept
following
me, even after I perceived the present world through my eyes again
but
did not comprehend it.
Once again
lying on my bed, there was a moment where my thoughts went
to the whole incident and the guides I have.
These guides are hanging as drawings in our bedroom and so “Kid”,
“Jeoreed”, “Maunck” and “Lynquin”
are with me every day. The latter I
have not been able to contact for many years because apparently
he was
the last one in line. He obviously was the last guide who would
guide me
through the end of my life.
“Kid”
taught me the basics of the Energenius life.
“Jeoreed” who explained earthly matters in this new
world of energy.
“Maunck” was my mentor until recently and he was the
guide that made
me decide and allowed me to see the total life.
“Lynquin”
was silent and unavailable until recently.
