Alone

Do you have sometimes or perhaps most of the time the feeling you are all alone?
I know for sure you feel lonely once in a while.
Otherwise why do you go to a bar, to your friends or to a park?
Not because you feel perfect.
Lots of people feel all alone, lost and not really there in life.
What is that?
Why do we human have that feeling?
If I look to my self, it's a feeling deep inside of me, a feeling that tells me; 
You have to do it by yourself and nobody will help you.
Strange because in my case I have wonderful people around me.
My wife is there every second I need her, she feels what I feel and she knows 
what is happening.
Some friends who come in just on time when it is too much for me.
My animals around me, the dogs, the lizards, the birds and that one hummingbird that
is talking to me the entire day!
My plants around me, telling me what is going on in their life.
For sure I'm not alone!
But why that feeling? 
That mood of being lost in space?
There is more what I did not cite here above namely there is also energy that is 
always there and not to forget the connection I have with the core.
It is too much to tell you where everything is connected with, I see it as we are one!
Yes one big energy field that is working for each other.
So we can talk with each other without open our mouth, see things before they happen, 
see what's coming and we can see the present.
All this is because we are connected with everything and with everybody.
But the question is still there; why do we feel all alone?
Altogether I think because we can't really believe we are one, even if we live alone
we are still connected with all the things around us.
I saw it like that for a long time in my life, but then I found out that there is a stage 
where you are alone.
Not being alone because you don't have the connection with all the things around you 
but being alone because the energy waves do not fill in that part of your feelings.
What does that mean?
All right I have to take myself as an example because that is the easiest way 
to explain this.
I was not alone for a long time, I was fully connected with people around me.
Not always the most perfectly people but there was a feeling like I'm with them.
As from a few years I started to connect again with a more bigger part of the energy 
and I saw, I felt and I worked with energy so I was always filled with the feeling I'm one 
with the total life, the total energy.
Now after this period, something happened.
More and more I go out of my body travelling to other places at night, as I wrote 
two briefings before and I have the feeling I am not working full-time with this one 
body I have during the day.
I feel as I am giving my energy away at night, helping, that is to say, trying to help 
others with their problems in their own lives.
Good, living that way a new feeling represents.
I'm so alone!
It looks like that because I split myself into different lives and so I am not 
home anywhere!
I know how this feeling comes, it's because I'm thinking here more like human, 
like when you come back from vacation telling yourself "home sweet home".
Now because I am not always in my body there is no really home. 
But here we are at a point that is very important in my life. 
My soul doesn't have a home.
In the energy world there is not one place to stay and there is no "home sweet home" 
because everywhere, everybody and everything is your home.
As for me, I feel deep inside of me this is the bridge between earth's lives and 
Universal's (soul's) life!
At this moment I have to replace the feeling of being alone in I'm home with my 
own energy and the Universal energy.
The energy that is there and doesn't leave me for a second alone because there is 
no alone in the Universe.

Difficult to understand? No problem, it's neither important to know in which stage 
I am living right now.
But for me it is important that you, human beings, can never be alone if you believe
in what you feel.
A homeless person walking on the street is not alone as long as he feels the energy 
around him.
That dog with you, that street life around you can never gives you the feeling "I'm alone"
Ohhhh, now I can hear you thinking; what about  these people in a bar, in a park and 
on the streets in the big cities?
Yes, glad you remember me about this. 
These people, all of them are alone because they lost the connection with the energy, 
their life, their way they have to go.
They are lost and they think they will find love and understanding by others in 
other places.
Their feeling is away.
When I walk through a street or I go to people, there is so much energy which I have 
a lot of trouble with in the beginning.
All that negative energy and a lot of frustration I can feel everywhere.
They are talking, laughing or playing and having a lot of fun but their energy told me 
so often; HELP ME, I FEEL ALONE!!!
This sentence I hear over and over again when I'm in a big city or on the street.
ALONE! I'm alone because I can't feel anymore, I can't see anymore and I don't 
know how to live further.
Yes it is terrible and I have to confess it was for a long time difficult for me to let this 
go and ignore it.
 
Why? Because these people feel lonely but they don't want help!
I have wasted a lot of energy with these people and in the long run it took me down 
because my energy was not strong enough to keep myself on a healthy level.
Now I'm back at that point I was in the beginning of my life and so I can go further with 
the path I have to go.
For most of you it looks like I'm alone, I feel lonely and I don't understand human 
beings anylonger.
But I believe it is something else what is happening.
It's my next stage, my higher level in human life I have to learn to work with, not with 
human beings but with pure energy.
Long time ago I wrote everything is energy but as long as you see a human as a 
human being and an animal as an animal there is no way I can help you.
Now that I go deeper into that world of energy it looks like the most problems are 
solving by themselves and so there is no longer a world of limitations.
That stage is strange because that feeling of loneliness I have now for a while is not 
the feeling of missing people but missing my power I had lives before.
This life is for me a life full of limitations.
My body, my power and my soul are so limited that I'm not able to do 
extraordinary things.
It is my path where I want to prove that without any power the most things are also 
possible.
That feeling of working without power knowing it is there, is for me right now the 
hardest thing to accept.
That feeling of loneliness is now for me more the feeling like "Oh what have I done 
coming on this world powerless"
It's the way I have to go, I have to work with and for sure it will be accomplished 
because I know I did not come here on earth for having a vacation.
No this last time I am here, I will bring my last mission to a good end, so there 
is more  we can work with in the soul world. 
I believe, I feel, I accept and so I'm now on my way to a next step.
A step where there is no feeling of being alone.
No world or standing in a open space where human beings are paralized, without 
feelings and believe.

Believe and then you are never alone.
 

(BR070892)