It's not you who decides to end a life.

Why this title?
As I hear and see around me there are a lot of people who think they are ready here 
on earth and want to end their life.
Honestly a few years ago I thought the same myself; "It's enough, I give it up"
This was in a time a lot of terrible things happened around me.
One of them was;
My best friend, an old man living in a small apartment next to our house.
His firstborn died because of sugar, so I was then the one who helped him.
Only one brother was there for him, he visited him regularly and took him for a drive.
He was alone and his family was never there.
It was a time when I was faced with people without a hearth, without a soul.
People who were only there for matter and money and there was no warmth 
or personal feeling.
He was like a father to me and we did a lot together like fishing, driving, building 
and besides that he did help me with my company.
He was there for me and daily we had in the morning coffee together and in the 
evening he came for dinner.
No problem because he was my friend, my father and my soul mate.
Then there came a point he went so disappointed in his family and by then there 
came a complete turn in his life.
He couldn't see why and for whom he had to live further.
He told me in confidence "John I will take some pills and then it's over"
Then I answered furiously; "It is not you who decides to stop living, it has to go on".
So he found another way.
He went to his two daughters and son and told them "When I want to go please 
give me these pills"
Incredible, these simple souls believed him and then the day came he told me 
the end of his life was coming closer. He felt sick and he didn't want to live any
longer, he asked me to call his family so they could come to see him for the last time.
My hearth and soul told me there was nothing, he was not really sick and for sure 
he was not at the end of his life. And so the family doctor told us too.
I did not call but after a few days they came by themselves, a "friend" called them!
The youngest daughter told me she has taken the pills with her in case he wanted 
to die!
Two days later, his last night, I heard terrible screaming from his apartment but his 
children did not allowed me to go there helping him.
That pain of him was in my body and that screaming was following me for months!

It's a terrible story and what more painfully is, it's a true story!
I was there, I felt the pain, knowing my old friend took his life.
I couldn't do a thing and I felt completely paralyzed because nobody wanted to 
believe this all.
That was for me that point of; Why I'm here if I couldn't help my best friend in
his life?
I did all that talking, was there for him, helping him, was that not enough to keep 
him away from that one thought "make an end of this life"?

I was for a long time not capable to think this over. 
For a long time I had that one thought; why do I have to lose him and why 
couldn't I help him?
Lately, years later I got a conversation with my guide Mounck.
This is what he told me;
"John, it's ok, you did your best and you couldn't do any thing about this.
Your friend was in a lot of mental pain, he was disappointed in his family, 
his children who were willing to give him these pills.
It was his firstborn who kept him alive and who he really cared for. 
After she passed away there was no reason for him to go on.
You did everything possible in your life but there was no way to get him over that
terrible lost of his child, he could only trust.
He knew the other children were willing to give him these tablets, and as he told you 
many times before they were only for matter and money here in this world.
That being together, in the US with his children, was his proof there was no direct 
relation between these three children and him.
See, these people are simple beginning souls John, people who are in their first 
lives and have to learn a lot.
They have to carry for a long time all this pain in their future soul life, because ending 
a life is terrible in the soul world.
All lives are important even when a life will be sick or not so full of power, every soul 
needs to make his life to a natural good end, just as it was planned.
Your friend is already back on this world and have to start over, learn to live a life 
without manipulating and avoiding terrible things. 
This was his main problem; always when there big problems came across his life 
he went away and did not solve anything. 
He was not there for his children and others.
So even with his own life he did not solve his problems.
John, about the others who did this, keep believing in their simplicity, these are 
starting new souls who have a lot to learn.
As long as they are keep believing so much in matter and money they have to come 
over and over again back here on earth till they learn that there is another way to 
go for them.
Feel sorry for them because in the future, in this life they will have a lot of pain to bear 
and for sure they now already they did wrong.
Keep sending them positive energy so they will end their life positive and making that 
negative part lesser in their complete life.
One will have difficulties because he was your best friend and he has the pain all the
time he can't talk with you about.
Keep sending him also positive energy so he will get the guts to call you some day.
Don't expect that so soon because he is in a lot of pain, you know him better than
anyone else".

These words of Mounck were for me all the answers on my questions I had in this life.
That negative energy from one of them was daily there and she wanted my life 
was over too. 
With the positive energy around me there was no place for her negative energy and 
so my feelings changed.
He told me enough to believe that these people are so poor in life, it will be impossible 
to get contact with them ever.
But sending them my positive energy I know for sure the negative energy from them 
will be solved in the future.

This briefing is an example what can happen if you end a life, your own life 
or other's life.
Ending your own life or other does will push you back in soul life.
In the Universe there is only one law, one rule and that is you have to respect all lives, 
human's, animal's and plant's life, it's doesn't matter, all lives are a part in total life and
if you end one, will this be the biggest negativism in the Universe.
Everyone has a time in their life one wants to stop living. 
Sometimes you think this problem is too high and too big for me.
Then you find a solution and so your life is going on and everything is forgotten.
But if you decide to play God and take a life away you will see the turn in your own life 
and other's.
The Universe will give you more problems, heavier than before and so there comes 
a point a voice keeps remember you that split second you did that one act that was 
against the Universal law.
So keep in mind you have to respect all lives and life forms because we need them 
in our total life in our Universe.
Respect life, it's a miracle you are here, so enjoy the time being.

(BR070891)