It is there, it is everywhere

So far, it will not be the last chapter. There is more to write about one simple thing we 
call life in the total Universe. Energy: it is there, it is everywhere. Energy is around you, 
in you and it is you! I think I do not have to write more about the way I see energy and 
what it can do for you. In this chapter I want to start with a new turn in your life, so we 
all human beings are more connected with the Universe. All the information we need 
is in the Core, that one big energy field that is doing everything and that keeps life going. 
That field which is full of wisdom and knowledge is so mighty, so extreme, though it 
depends on all life forms there are. We, as humans see all things separately in boxes, 
a human as a human, animals as animals, plants as plants and so we have a box in 
another box in another one. The huge problem we have as human beings is that we 
believe we can do everything by ourselves, we do not need Mother Nature and we believe 
we are the centre of all lives. That is terrible, because we humans like to destroy. 
We destroy what we think is needed to be wiped out. This is so childish, so very stupid, 
we have to get over that point and see what is really going on around us. We destroy 
nature and nature keeps building back all of that. We believe we can manipulate, we see 
other strings of DNA, sicknesses and manipulations made by Mother Nature which we 
cannot explain. Things will always be back or we get, as we can see now those bigger 
storms, bigger disasters coming to several countries. More rain, more wind, extremely 
dry and hot and in that way Mother Nature lets us know that we are not doing well by 
manipulating her. These disasters are more and more extreme, because we humans 
do not know how everything is related to each other. When we take something away it has 
to come back in another way and that is happening since the last decade.

Energy is the main source we are built of and everything is made in such a way that all 
will work fine, because the Universe do not build anything that is not needed. That clarifies 
why we humans are not perfect, some are born sick and some will be here on earth for a 
short time. Others will live for hundred years in good health and others will be sick from 
the beginning. All of that is needed to make the Universe complete and so teaching other
human beings. To negativism belongs positivism and if one is going separately there will
be no accomplishments in the complete life.

Think about a life, where everything is going the way you want. There are no problems, 
you are healthy, you have a "perfect" family and everything is okay, just the way you want. 
What can you learn from such an easy life?  Not so much I think, you believe everything is 
to buy or to get and you will not accomplish anything by yourself. That energy is down to a 
very low level. There is nothing accomplished, it is only matter you have around and your 
energy field does not do so much for the total Universe. However, there are also low energy 
fields which are a part of a very extremely and heavy loaded one, so you, as a low field will 
be absorbed by that extreme high energy field. There is cooperation between these low 
level fields and the high ones, together they will come into the complete Universe.

I feel it myself the last months. After building a new home, working hard in the garden there 
is a time now that it looks as if I am doing nothing. The only thing I know, the last months 
I am still very tired after a night sleep. I found out that right now I am working on several 
houses in my sleep or I have to work with large groups of people who depend on me. 
They follow me everywhere and I must take them to places difficult to reach. That makes 
my nights very exhausting and I wake up very tired in the morning. All those activities and 
supervising at building sites, all these people around me whom I have to lead, that is more 
than enough to do in 24 hours a day. Looking at my day, my sleep is the most tiresome 
time and so I change my day. During the night I do my job wherever people need me and 
by day I do my work as a writer and as a painter. That works and so I help people when 
they need me and if they ask for my help. Definitely I am here for helping others and in that 
way growing to a level where I can manage things in life. Sometimes it feels like I live 
several lives in one lifetime and that is not easy to manage with one human body. Having 
these several lives gives me the feeling there is so much to do, so much I have to accomplish. 
Not that I want to stop with that, but all those problems sometimes make me  very frustrated. 
The day jobs, the lives later at night, being there helping others, that is not an easy job.

What is going on here? As you know we all have a soul, a connection with the Universe. 
We have to accomplish a task for the Universe but first of all to accomplish it for ourselves 
so we can grow. A soul is not only connected with one body, it can have more lives in one 
human life. That is possible, because the soul is the energy to do things everywhere 
where it is needed.

Take me as an example, the soul is there where and when my body needs it the most. 
The time I was in a difficult part of my life, the soul did a lot of work in this body of mine. 
Now at this moment this body is on the right track and it does not need the soul all 
the time. When I lie down there is no need to stay in my body and the soul, as energy is 
going to places where it is needed. So I know that I go to a place where there is a big 
city with big roads, full of people and lot of noise. A group of those people are lost and 
every time I have to be with them leading them to the right road. Another place where 
my soul goes is a place where I am helping a family with their house while they are 
waiting till they can move in. It is so big, so immense big and I, as a soul can only 
give instructions. It is not allowed to help them building. Then there is another group 
where I am not always welcome, because they are lost and not willing to accept my help. 
So that is the most frustrating group for me, because my task is to find a way to help them. 
Most of the time I am now in that big city with that group of people. Dreams, do you think 
they are?  I experience that in another way, because when I lie down on my bed I leave 
my body,  I can see when I am going out of my body and there is a feeling toward my 
body like it is okay. It can handle here for a while. When I come to these groups of 
people the feelings I get there are so negative and very difficult to handle.  So much 
negative energy and so many people depending on one soul, sometimes I wonder 
what will happen when this soul is going to another place. But strange enough the 
answer is there already,  because this soul is always travelling and is there when needed. 
Living a number of lives is not new for me, because in the beginning when I was born there 
were also more lives to handle. After I went through some problems in my life, the soul 
was not there for a long time. Yes of course it was there, but I did not listen to it, so it had 
nothing else to do than waiting until I was so far to be connected again. A soul spends 
a lot of time waiting, it waits till the time is coming it can give you the right impulse to 
go on, to find the right path in life. In that lost period the soul was there but it was necessary
to be more time with me and did not go often to other places, my life was at that moment 
number one for it. After I found my path back, the soul is there again to handle other lives, 
more parts in one human life. The soul is still in me, but also does its work for other lives. 
With all the feelings and connection with the energy I found out that I have to accomplish 
more than just my own life. It is not coincidental that I write now all these chapters, it is 
neither coincidental I produce a large amount of drawings coming from my deepest 
inner self. That all is now needed in the groups where I am working, the ones where I go 
while I am sleeping at night. Since I live in a warm country I lie down every day in the 
afternoon for an hour, because it is too hot to do anything. That one hour I sleep so deeply, 
so I can handle the rest of that day and night. I am then so relaxed, so far away that all the 
energy can be restored in my body. That energy where I am built of is then looking for 
places where it is needed to rebuild or restore. One hour will do for me all the work. 
Not that I keep awake when I go to bed in the evening.  No I am away in a few minutes 
and leave my body there from where I will pick it up, normally around 5 o'clock in the 
morning. That is mostly the time when I am back. It is an incredible feeling to know my 
soul is doing this all in my one life and most unbelievable for me is that there is a 
complete wall between here and over there. Several times I was away and I could clearly 
remember what I did those nights.

One soul, full of energy, so many jobs to do in one life and everything is going well, that
is for me the proof everything is possible with energy. What I feel is that there is a lot 
going on with me and my body is a part of that. It is not to explain. Two things are for 
sure, helping there in the large groups and at building sites are two main parts in my 
human - and soul life. This chapter I did not intend to write, I was sitting here in front of 
my computer and just started to type. Now many sentences further I cannot believe 
this is me. Again this is for me a sign to listen to my feelings and there will be an answer 
and so I find here now an answer on a question I had for a long time. Why am I 
sometimes so tired? It needs no explaining any longer, because now I know that I do 
not have only one task to do in this life. Why me? Can be the next question, but one 
does not ask such a thing because the Universe gives you that path to go. There is 
more what I found out in the past and that explains why I sit here by day and being active 
the rest of the night. It is about a half year ago something came from deep out of my soul.
I was connected and I saw 5 people in front of me asking me questions about my life. 
One of these people was very unclear to see but I could see his face. He was the one 
who looked like the leader of that group. I realized I was on that moment far into my 
soul life and not in my body. After the meeting, that one mystic person took me with him 
and asked me more questions, very deep and sometimes painful questions. I answered 
these questions the best I can and then I was back in my body sleeping on my bed. 
For days I was wondering what that meeting meant and who that person was? That mystic 
person who wanted to bring me in difficult situations. Short after that a new guide came
into my life, till today he is now the one who leads me in these chapters and drawings. 
His name is Mounck and he is always there. I asked him who that person was and why
that meeting. Then I got Mounck's answer; John, you were connected with the soul world 
giving up your life and asking for coming back. They asked you why and you have given 
them some answers so they saw you could do more, much more in your life. It was not 
your end yet and even while you did so much already accomplishing several lives at 
that time. After all these questions, there was a flash back to let you see what you already 
have done so you know what needs to be done still. As you know John, this life is for 
you important, because you are on earth after a long time and you are almost finishing 
all earthly lives, but you were the one who wanted to go back to prove something. 
You are now so far John and you did not need to go back in a human earthly life, but it 
was your own choice. You want to prove you can do a human life with a minimum of 
soul energy, without any power of energy and without any other power of healing. What
you did was amazing, you came on earth and you found in another way the power for
helping people. You did turn that plane, you helped lots of friends and children and so 
your life was filled with feelings and understanding. You came in a deep hole, that was 
also something you want to prove and you came out of it. You have lived several lives 
without all the power you normally had. You thought that is enough and so you asked for 
coming back. The counsellor asked you more questions and did let you see there is 
more, more to accomplish and so you went back to your body accompanied by this 
counsellor. That person, that mystic person was yourself John, you were talking to the 
other part that is here in the soul world. You are a member of that counsel and you know 
what power means and what it can do, because you have all that power in yourself. 
The reason you are not able to work with it now here on earth, is that you want to prove 
you do not need that power to make a living and it is not needed to get a good life.

I was impressed after I heard that from Mounck, because finally I get explanations on 
mostly all questions I had at that time: Why can't I help others with this positive energy 
from my self and why do I feel so tired sometimes? He gave me the answers and thus 
also the reason why I have to come back here on earth in this one life. There was 
something more I have to do and that was writing. All the things I did so far here on 
earth I did not put on paper!  So it will be lost if it is not written or published. As I wrote 
here before most chapters are completely new for myself, because I do not know 
when I start a chapter, I do not know what is coming, I just trust my guide Mounck who 
is telling me what is coming will be important for later.

Have confidence in what you are doing, have faith, that is what you need. If Bill Gates 
did not trust his guide when he wrote the first computer program "windows" there was 
now no windows at all. He trusted and believed in that program. So you have to trust 
and believe your own program you are living, because only your program is important 
in your life. Sometimes you are very doubtful if you are taking the right turn, but after really 
believing in what you are doing there will be a time you will get the positive view on it like:
 "Look at it now, this is great". The connection I have now is in a much higher level, than 
the years before the important meeting in my life. It is not a problem, I know what has
been in the past, I know the power will be there to protect me when needed. What I now 
know for sure is that being involved in too much negative energy can take me to a lower 
level of protection. So I keep myself everyday recharging to the highest level I can get, 
so to protect me against this negativism.

My goal now in life is very clear, that message came again to me when I was there: 
Keep helping people with your writing and drawings and create what you get from deep 
inside you. Listen to what is coming to you and let the feelings direct you.
Questions are no longer there and if I need answers Mounck is there 24 hours a day. 

Believe, listen and feel what is coming, the rest will not be a problem any longer. It is 
there and it will never go as long as you keep believing in it.

(BR070890)