Life in life in life in life

What should that be and what is that? Do you believe that you are living just one life 
right now? Really? Okay, then you should read this chapter. Every year we become 
older, one year goes by, is gone and is done. When we go back to that one year it 
looks like nothing have changed, not so much happened and yet, another year is gone! 
These are  the thoughts of most young people who are living in such a hurry that they 
do not notice what happened a few minutes ago. As they are running the whole day 
and always being in a rush, they have no time to stand still by that one split second 
or that one beautiful moment that comes across in their lives. No, instead of that they
think they have to go on, making money, making career and they do not stand still in 
the moments they are living. I am now older, old enough to see things from a different 
point of view. I look at the situation from another angle. My life was full of problems, 
sicknesses and pain. After I got myself back in life, I found  a way to see how life 
really is. Life without sicknesses, pain and no need for money. In that time something 
came clearly above: we do not live one life! No, there is so much more and there is so 
much happening that we forget to pick up in this one life. For example, when I go back 
now into my life I see different parts of it. My infancy had been filled with playing and 
having the connection with Mother Nature. During my teenager time I was sick and 
could not go out having fun, even studying was a sacrifice to me. As a grown-up, I moved 
to another country, far from home where I started to draw and so earn my money. I bought 
a big house with everything in it, also cars, boat and swimming pool. Later that time 
my wife went very sick and for years our daily work was visiting medical professionals 
and the hospital. After my wife passed away I was lonely and thought this is the end of 
my life too. An angel came by and together we started a new life with our home in the
hills far away from the city. In that way I saw different periods in my life, later on I saw 
them as parts of my life, but more as several lives, because there was a start and an 
end in every period with a complete different way of living. Seven times my life has already 
started and ended and now I have started another one that I should go through. Life in life 
in life is more a way you can see your own life clearly. These are situations in life that you 
should learn from. A life will never end, because even after you left this body there will be 
new life. Perhaps this is a little bit too complicated to explain however I do my best. 
As you know I do not like to make my own terms or words, so I will explain this in my way. 
Imagine we are living in one big energy field with no begin and no end, no time and 
no obstacles. In that field you are moving around and  you step in one life that gives you 
the possibility to learn and to grow. Take your own life as an example. Take a part of your 
life and see what was happening during that time. Go now deeper in that part of life and 
see how it started. After you defragmenter your life you can see that all parts were 
connected and that they followed each other. In that way you see where you had made 
a turn so to accomplish your goal. Let me try to explain it in periods of time for you and 
you will catch that for sure. Take a lifetime of 80 years. Take out of that one year, 
one month, one day, one hour, one minute, one second and stop here. What have you 
done that last second right now? Do you know what was happening, what you have
learned and what kinds of feelings you had? NO, you do not remember! Let we take 
the last minute, how was that?  You do not know!! Last hour? Oh yeah, you had headache! 
Great, but what did you learn from that? How about yesterday, what did you learn 
from yesterday?  Can you remember? Not so much or nothing at all! Okay now, examine 
your whole life, what have you learned there? You do not know that either. That is just what 
I am trying to explain to you. Please do really enjoy every second in life and try to learn 
from every second. When you see the big picture, the complete line, you will see where 
you have taken a completely other turn. These turns were a start of a new life. Why is it 
so important to find out and to look at it? By looking at your lives, you can see in which 
way you are growing. In my lives I can see a clear line where I followed my first dream to 
get rich and later I followed the line to be a part of the complete life.

I came in this body with a clear view of what I have to do. Later the sicknesses and problems 
I got have shown me that path was the wrong turn but I have learned from it and finally I 
found my way back to pure life. That was the time when my mind (dream) told me to follow 
another path. Life in life in life, how many lives do you already pass by before this one life? 
Find them, see them and learn from them, so you will find the path to a new life within this 
body or later in another one. This is a matter of making
choices.

(BR070784)