A never ending story

First I want to tell you that this will not be a soap story or a chapter that will be going on 
and on. I want to talk here more about our lives here on earth. A life for some of us short, 
for others it will be 70 / 80 years or more. I know for sure a lot of you often think: What is
the purpose of my life here on earth? I cannot answer that, because for all of us it is 
different and is it a path you should go alone. It is your task in this life you ought to 
accomplish. Perhaps you see your life as the most difficult one and you believe it is 
full of  problems that cannot be solved. It is perhaps true in your opinion, but through 
the eyes of another person your problems seem to be nothing and they also already 
know the solutions for your troubles.

I wrote before, it is you who creates your own world. You are the one, who creates 
beautiful things but also problems around you. This happens when you have to make 
decisions and then many of them will be made in the wrong way. When you have to 
make a decision you should listen to your inner self, to your feelings coming deep 
out of your hearth and soul. There are so many decisions made by people right now 
on basing of calculating and thinking.  In that way you are starting incorrectly with this 
problem or decision. Let me go deeper into this. Look at yourself as an example and 
go back to, the moments you should have made decisions. You sat there and started 
to think: What should I do, how can I make this happen and what will go wrong if I 
decide to do this or that? All of those are questions related to that one decision. 
Sometimes we think for hours, days even months before we make a decision. 
Then we go for it. What then will possibly happen is that unexpected things will cross
your decision, the things you have not figured out yet. We cast doubt on what we 
decided and more and more other problems are coming up and our decision looks 
like one big mistake. That one decision only you will make, can change your life 
completely. You will end up in doubt and you do not believe in a good end any longer.

Now I show you another way. The time is there that you should make the most important 
decision of your life. You start thinking, but deep inside you there is something that is
telling you a complete other story. Deep inside you, there is your soul giving you signs 
what to do or what to leave out. Mostly these signs are completely different than what 
your mind and thoughts are telling you. I tell you a small experience I had a while ago. 
First let me tell you I was a person who made for every decision hundreds of scenarios 
what I should have done and what the answer should be for that one problem. I have 
worked for nights so to make everything clear for myself and I still doubted if my decision  
would be the right one. From the thousand decisions I have made 999 went wrong and 
so I came in a deep hole. Every time something else came up, this happened over and 
over again and that was not planned in my scenario. Time has changed and then the 
moment came when I started to listen to my feelings. Strange input came to me and 
mostly these were signs that would not fit together with the way I was thinking. Also this 
time when I was working on my biggest sculpture I ever made so far. I started to build of 
a stone a sculpture of 5 by 3 by 4 meters. After a while I stopped, because a problem 
came across this sculpture. It did not come out the way I had in mind. For about a year 
I did nothing on this sculpture and I did not even think about it. That problem was there
for a year and I did not one attempt to solve it! One day I looked to this terrible piece of 
stone and my feelings told me to take some material and start. Start with what? I did 
not know, but I did what my feelings told me. A few weeks later the sculpture was ready 
and just the way I wanted.

Listening to our feelings is something we have lost. Since I work only with my feelings 
directly from my soul, the most unbelievable things are happening. Why do we want to 
manipulate our feelings all the time by listening to our thoughts and calculations?
It looks as if this is human nature! NO this is so, because we lost contact with ourselves, 
with our inner selves and with our deeper soul energy. In the world of today we believe 
we should calculate everything and that we are a part of the computer world. The world 
is has changed completely and that is why we lost the connection with our inner selves.

Since a long time I make decisions only by listening to my soul and how strange the 
solutions sometimes seem to be they always end in a perfect way and make my life 
satisfactory and full of surprises.

Why the title, " a never ending story"? Because it looks like we are turning around in 
a circle, there is no beginning and no end.  Our thoughts are miles away, we cannot 
put the problem in a perspective way or we do not see the real picture. Always  turning 
endlessly without any solutions and no answers.  We normally listen to our brain and that 
is nothing more than a computer that is calculating. It is true we, human beings forget the
core of our lives that is working from our heart and soul. The soul has the unconditional 
connection with the higher energy and is the key to and the path we should follow in our
lives. There we will find all the information we ought to know so to make out of our lives 
the best we can. We will also find the answers for our questions and how to solve the 
problems we come upon in this one typical life. Sometimes we think we cannot solve 
those problems or other ones are too huge for us, but believe me we get the problems 
that we can handle and that we can solve. All the answers you will find deep inside you. 
It is you who has to handle those problems and only you know where to find the key. 
Handling that problem is  accomplishing that part of your life so you can go on to the 
next step.

- Why do we  have all those problems?
- Why should we solved these?
- And why is there a next step?
Three big questions and I believe these are personal things we all should solve by 
ourselves. Solving our problems is the only way to get us so far to do something with 
our lives. A life without problems will be a life without learning anything and so you will 
not get the chance to grow in life. The key to solving problems is to listen to your hearth 
and soul. How strange some feelings can be, keep listening and believe in the way your 
soul is directing you, because it really shows you the way you should go. This is not 
meant for others, no only for you! While listening to what your soul is telling you, you 
will go  further in new places, new situations and by that to the next steps. This will 
never end, not in this life neither during the lives later. Until you are to that point that 
there is nothing more to learn here on earth for you and then you will go further in 
another life or another life form with the knowledge you have learned here and in 
the past. Times as future and past are only earthly ideas and when your jobs are 
done here you will see that there are no present, no past and no future. If you can 
come to that point you will discover a new life and a new way of seeing life and so 
that decision you will make there, is a big step taken in your life. A step taken without
thinking, calculating but knowing you made the biggest decision ever made in your life. 
Trust your feelings and do not see your life as a negative never ending story but as a 
never ending life and a part of a beautiful world.

That positive never ending story is needed to go on in your life.

(BR070676)