Journey into my soul

Before I start with this chapter, I want to make a statement. Till today I never wrote 
about one of my drawings. My opinion is, the drawing should speak for itself. 
This drawing "Journey into my soul", has a special sentiment for me, because it is 
my life I am showing to the world. My life, my knowledge and the way I see life. 
As I already wrote on the main page of my chapters, I am not a medical practitioner 
nor do I represent  a sect, cult or religion. I write here only about my experiences 
and the knowledge I have about my own human life. So, what you read here, are 
information which perhaps can be important to you. If you do not believe it, or want to
 work with it, it is fine with me. I know that sooner or later, you will come to this point: 
"What are we doing here on earth?"  The explanation I will give you about this drawing 
is, because, within three days, over the 45.000 people visited this one drawing. I also 
got a lot of emails via my website. I know for sure this drawing makes a lot loose, thus
I suppose, I should explain a little bit what this drawing means to me. 
 
In this chapter I want to go a little bit deeper into the drawing I made, "Journey into my soul". 
From the beginning, it started in a completely other way as it normally goes. 
My standard way of drawing is: First I make sketches and take when needed, photographs. 
By the time I start to draw, I know precisely what I should draw. This time, it went completely 
different. During my meditation I got the message to go over to my drawing table and to 
spend there a lot of time the following days. That is when I started, taking a piece of paper 
and draw some guidelines, getting so the big shapes. Then, I started to make more details 
with pen and I went further and further into that drawing. During my meditation time, I got a 
lot of information about the shapes I should make. By the time I finished the shapes, the 
colours came up. I placed them in the way I got the information to do. At that stage, the soul 
was there, in a shape I never saw before and even at that time I did not know, this has to 
be it. What now, was my question in that stage, there was no more information. Until two 
days later, when I got a better view how to finish this piece. The following days more and 
more details came to me and finally the information came through:  I was drawing my 
own soul. During the meditations, after I finished the drawing, more information came to 
me and little by little the drawing made sense to me. The drawing was started, without any 
knowledge about what I was doing and to where it would take me. For so far a small view 
how this drawing was made.

The explanation:
The soul is the key of life. The soul is for us, human beings, the motor behind everything. 
A lot is coming from the soul into your brain, so you can accomplish the task you have to. 
Which task and how to accomplish it, you do not know. During your life, you will never find 
out what your task should be and what your soul has to accomplish in this present life of 
yours. The soul is in you from the beginning of your life and it will work together with your 
brain and body. Right now, there are a lot of human beings, who are no longer connected 
with their soul. They live a life, that is not capable to accomplish the task they are here for. 
Being connected and being open for our soul, seems a big problem at this moment in life. 
Money, matter and power are right now the main problems. In the world of souls, a lot of 
things are happening. Like I wrote in another chapter, not the complete soul is in our body. 
The soul can split into other bodies and can also be in a body, where it is not active, 
because that body is blocked. A soul is mostly for 25 % in one human body. When it has 
a difficult task to fulfil, there will be more energy available, but the soul will be up to no 
more than 50 %. The other 50% stays behind in the soul world, what we also know as
the Universe. That is, because the soul needs the connection with its source. The source 
is always clean, without any earthy influence. Pure energy is there in the source, with all the 
knowledge and all the experiences it got from the past lives, which are important for that
one main target: To go to a higher level in the Universe. That higher level is for us, human 
beings, not understandable and is only there for the soul. The main part of the soul, that 
pure energy, keeps learning and it will, as long as it exists. Now I should tell you the following. 
For a soul there is no time, no distance and no limitations. The first two:  time and distance 
are known by the soul the moment it starts to exist. The soul should learn and find out how
to work with limitations. The older a soul, the more it knows what is possible in the soul 
world and so it will climb higher till it has fulfilled the task. There is a lot to learn, to find out 
how to work without limitations. So, therefore the soul needs to go to these worlds, to find 
out how to manage limitations. Yes, there is a lot more going on in this life here on earth. 
That is why we are here with all the limitations of time, distance and things, WE THINK 
they exist! It is a world created by ourselves and therefore we make it difficult for ourselves. 
The world will be complicated everyday and when I see simple things are written in books 
of hundred pages, then I know we are at the wrong turn.

Back to my drawing. The drawing made out of a white piece of paper, to a complex drawing 
with so much energy and worlds into one world, which is called "MY SOUL". My soul, one of
billions, is there on paper. A soul without symmetry, which is not there in the soul world and 
in the complete Universe. Symmetry is made by human, not by the Universe and is one of the 
human's limitations. A drawing with colours which are very important, because they are
telling what I already have done in my soul world. All the energy and past lives, which someone 
called "the bubbles", in one of my comments I got. All the energy lanes, which explain this soul
is growing so immense, looks like it is going to explode, but it is only the road to a higher 

life form. All that energy is there, because in all the lives, lot of input and learning were done. 
The small nucleus in the middle below, is a world on its own, from there all energy is coming. 
Now we go deeper into this drawing, because the nucleus you see, is also a world that goes 
deeper and deeper into….. nothing? No, here we are at a point we should accept there is no 
begin and no end. Energy is endless and energy is without any restrictions. When your soul is 
growing, it will come at a point where the new world is beginning. Or much better written, 
where the old world is flowing into the new world. Yes we, humans, are very limited and we are
just a small toy for our soul and the total Universe. If you are able to see the world not as a 
limited place, but as the total Universe, there are no limitations. Ok, here some more 
information. We, humans, try to explain everything in numbers, rules, time and distances. 
With these limitations, we research everything and find out that behind every cell is 
another one. Behind every world another world, simple, because the limitations we are
living with, keep us in a world that will never end. There is no end, so why trying to find it. 
Look at our earth as a grain of dust, that is travelling in a desert here on earth. At that moment, 
we think we are lost and there is no end on the complete earth. It looks like we are talking 
about an endless world. But, when the grain of dust goes into the Universe there is no number 
that can place or explain that. So, what we are doing here, is learning to accept. Accept, there
is no end and we, as humans, should live with that knowledge. If we are capable to step over 
that point, we will be further in learning the new powers, which are there, behind that stage. 
A human body will heal itself, travel to other worlds will be normal and our human brain will 
come out of the simple stage it is in now.

The drawing is telling more about our soul and when you go deeper into it, you will get the 
information, that is here on paper. You will see the way it was going and how it got as far as 
it is now. I got in one of my mails the question: "How is it possible that a human body sees 
colours of a soul". Here we are at a point of disbelieve, mixing a human life with a soul life. 
A human life is only for a short time, earthly time, but a soul is there for ever and all the 
knowledge it will take with it in the next lives. Humans really believe they are able to get to 
know everything. As I wrote in the beginning, it looks like colours are important in a soul life. 
That explains why colour therapy and art can be a solution for a lot of human problems, and 
so get these people out of that blocked period they are in at that moment. Colours are 
energy fields, each colour represents the one particular stage. Colours are there for sure, 
the soul world is not that one, which is always painted as a pure white place above us. 
Forget that. In the Universe, the main colour is black. I do not go into the discussion if black
is a colour or not. For me black is a colour and is the total of all colours together in our spectrum. 
That black you can see when you are travelling in space. Black is made of colours, you can 
see so many colours in that black, coming from  the energy out of our Universe. The same is 
in the soul world. The soul is our source and our energy, so we can live and learn and place 
all these information in our soul. The colours represent the stage of the soul, hereby the 
explanations. A young soul, that just starts is pure white. Later, it will become yellow, light blue, 
dark blue and then purple. A purple soul is so far, that it is ready to go to the next step and is 
on its way to accomplish one of its last stages. So, what you see in the drawing of my soul: 
all the colours are there and the soul looks like it is almost done with the task in this 
present form. That explains the way the soul is going and the colours, which are going with
it, to fulfil this task.

In the past years, I have learned to get connection with my higher self, when I want and 
when I need more information. During the time I have these connections, there is a lot going 
on and it looks like the power, which is there, stays for a short time in me. Sometimes it looks
like recharging a battery, but more than that is happening. The soul I made a drawing of, looks
like it has something more to say. From that day I got the connection, something was changed 
and I saw the path I should go and so to finish this life. Later I will explain more about that 
mission, because it is not yet the time to put that on paper.

My soul, which someone passes a remark about: "John, you put yourself here naked on paper 
and shows everybody who you are". Now, for me it is more like to wake up people and I hope
to do so. For at least two of the billions of people, that they will see what is really going on in life. 
As an artist, I was always naked and I was always showing people that there is more and I tried 
to help them through my drawings. If I have stood there naked, with my soul open for you, 
no problem. Because my wish is, to find just these two people, who know what is really
important in life and so together fulfil the task we have to accomplish in our life.

Two people….. Are you one of them?

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