Experiences


In this chapter, I want to show you, how my life is turning out with the power of the
Universe backing me. This is also happening in your life.

From the beginning of my life, I have known that there is more than what I can see 
around me. Now, over50 years later, it is time to write things down, so they are not 
lost forever.

I was born in the Netherlands, in May of 1954. Our home was located in a big wood in
the south. We lived only with a few people in those woods; our neighbour was more 
than a mile away from us. The first seven years of my life, I was fully connected to 
nature and Mother Earth. Most of the time I played in the woods and my friends were
the animals and plants around me. I was alone as a human-child in that big wood, 
but I never felt alone or lonely. Everyday was a special day, because there was so 
much to learn from the animals and the nature around me.

The first proof came when I visited the elementary school and I encountered other 
children. In school, I found everything a waste of time. What did I need that stuff for?  
Most subjects I had to learn there, I could not use in further life. My clothes were 
different from the other children's and so we were strangers to each other. I did not 
fight once at school and until this day, I have not fought. Fighting is a sign of weakness. 
Young as I was, I solved problems by talking, or by taking a step backwards.

My second proof soon followed. I was standing in front of the back window of our 
house watching the bad weather and animals trying to find some food. Some 
squirrels were playing there, also my favourite, "Mieke", a squirrel that came to 
the house every day to take some food out of our storeroom. In a split second, 
I saw something big burning and coming straight to our house. It was a jet plane 
falling down on us. In that second a lot of things happened. It was not my end yet, 
that was for sure, but that burning plane would be my end, if nothing changed its course. 
I kept looking and saw the plane making a 45-degree turn by touching a big birch tree
in our backyard. It was enormously big for me, small boy as I was. By making that turn, 
the fighter jet did not crash down on our house, but on our neighbours' further down. 
I ran to the next window on the right side of the house and saw the plane burning in our 
woods, one big fire. My mother pulled me back seconds later, to get us outside the house 
afraid of the coming explosions. That plane was destined to crash into our house. 
That tree was my playmate and I talked a lot to it and the tree saved us from the plane 
crash. How that was possible is clear for me now, because with my thoughts, this is no 
end of my life and with my helping playmate the birch tree, we changed the course of 
that plane. I thought for a long time it was a miracle, but now things are clear for me.

By the time I was seven, we moved to a small village. That was a difficult time for me, 
because I had to leave my playmates behind and had to play with the children from 
school. For me, these children were "simple" and were wasting their time trying to learn.
Sitting in school desks, listening to what one person had to tell. It was and it is still a 
waste of time. What is more important than learning directly from Mother Nature? 
You could see, that they were depending on what the teachers were telling them and 
the most terrible thing was they believed them. Making them brain dead, getting all the 
unimportant information in their brains. That is what is happening at most schools.

I kept working and thinking my own way and it has worked until today. I survive and I 
now have a beautiful life. I never had very many friends, only a few people who have 
also found another way to live a pure life, have become my friends. I had a friend who 
was addicted to drugs and I told him I did not need that to be connected to higher forms, 
or to survive. I asked him to respect my point of view and not to push me into his terrible 
world. I did not have a problem once with this friend. He always kept me away of his 
problems and respected my way of life.

Another friend was a businessman and we did a lot together. Later, he also started to 
use drugs. Still, he respected me and he never involved me in the problems of his 
addiction.  Finally, he got over his addiction and became a big business man in Greece!

I was very young when I found out I could draw. After practicing for a while, I started to 
draw people. I started with a drawing of "the Night watch" when I got sick. I did not know 
what was happening; all these people in the painting were telling me their life story. 
I was so confused about what was going on with me. A few months later, I made a 
drawing of my grandmother and there she told me she would die that same week. 
I asked my father if grandma was sick or something like that. "No she is ok", my father
told me. A few days later, she passed away. From that day on, I knew that people 
would tell their life story to me when I am making a drawing of them.

By drawing myself, I saw my complete life and that was a big mistake of mine. 
I learned from that day on, to keep distance from these messages and when I am drawing 
people and I do not need any information, I just keep myself closed.

In the time when I was drawing these kinds of drawings, a social worker came to see 
me, she was working with people who had a lot of problems. She just bought several 
drawings from me and I asked her why so many. She told me that my drawings were 
helping her clients to get over their problems, because after looking at my drawings, 
these persons could tell what was going wrong with them. Through my drawings, I help 
people to get back in life.

After this period, the system took me down more and more. I thought there was no way 
out and I got into the circle of the system, by making money and a career. I started an 
advertising agency, because that could make me rich. Yes indeed, I became rich sitting 
in front of 5 computers day after day, from 7 a.m. till 11 p.m.! After 12 years of working 
that way, my health became so terrible, that I only lived on pills and doctors told me to
stop with my agency. One doctor told me at the end: "I will have to put you in my clinic 
for a long time!" How could I stop that agency? My clients, my work, how must this go on? 
Thousands of questions and nightmares, because, from that day on, there was no more 
big money! In that same week, two things happened. My tax adviser told me I made a lot 
of money, but I spent too much and so the treasury would keep watching me. The second 
and most important thing was a small story.
This one;
   A man named Fred was sitting under a coconut tree on the beach. 
   A man called Ben came by and asked Fred why he was not working.
   "Simple, I have everything", answered Fred.
   Ben; "I see you just sitting on a beach doing nothing and you have nothing!
            Why don't you go sell your coconuts?"
  "Why should I do that?" asked Fred.
   "So you can make money and start a factory", answered Ben.
  "And then what", said Fred.
   "When you have your factory, people work for you, you make a lot of money, you can      
    buy cars, a big house and even a boat", answered Ben.
   "And then what?"
   "When you are so far you can sail to an island, sitting on the beach enjoying life".
   Fred asked Ben: "And what do you think I am doing here now on the beach"?

Yes, that story was the turning point in my life. I took my files, I went to my clients and 
told them to find another agency after 12 years of my service. From that day on, I have 
felt reborn. My life took a complete turn and I came back to the life I had as a small boy 
in the woods.

I started to draw again, but also made sculptures. In the past years, I had almost forgotten 
completely what I had learned during my first seven years in nature. Now I am back in that 
same nature and with all its beauty. I know how to use and work with the strength I have 
learned to handle these years. There was something I could not explain then, about the 
power that always helped me. The power that made me lift 300 kilo of concrete of the 
statue I made. One Sunday, I wanted to start with a big statue, but the concrete was on 
the floor and I needed to have it on a table. A voice told me, it is possible but you have
to do it right now. Therefore, I did. That Sunday, I lifted 300 kilos, put them on a table so 
I could start on a new statue.

A year later I did the same on the hill in our backyard, I lifted a piece of concrete and 
put it back on the place where it belonged. That same voice told me: "It's now the time 
to do it" and I placed the concrete in its place.

In the period, when I was not connected to nature, strange things kept happening. 
I did not notice and did not ask for explanations, because for me, money was the most 
important thing. However, my strength never let me down.

Once I built a house completely by myself. When I started, my weight was 110 kilo and 
by the time I was finished, a year later, my weight was 62 kilo!

Some years after that, I built a swimming pool. I dug up a hole of 11 by 6 by 2 meters by 
hand in the rock here on Curacao! Three months later the pool was ready and for many 
years, we swam in my homemade pool. I did all this, without knowing that I was playing 
with the power by using my body. With all that work my body kept going and the strength 
of the Universal power was with me.

One day, I was driving fast on our highway.  My highest speed on this island was around 
110 km an hour. This time I was also driving so fast, but I had to make a turn. The brakes 
of my car did not work and the turn was closeby. A turn to the left with cars on the right side 
of me and two other ones coming straight towards me on the other side of the road. I was 
able to make that turn precisely between 4 cars, without having an accident! My brakes 
worked normally after that turn and relieved as I was, I returned home. Again, it was not my 
time and I had the same feelings as with that plane accident.

More and more, I could see what was going on. It is the way you see life and the way you 
live with the power and nature.

I have written different things I have experienced and now, after 50 years, I begin to see 
the big picture of my life.

Something else in my life: 30 years ago, I saw my neighbour working on the roof of his 
house. I am afraid of heights myself and do not go up a stair that is higher than three steps! 
He was standing there all alone, so I offered to help him. Before I knew what was 
happening, I was standing on a roof 10 meters high working, helping him with his son's 
new room. I was not afraid at all that moment, 10 meters high!

Another one:
We were working in our garden. My father and I were trying to take a steel post of over 
150 kilos out of the ground. After a while, the post was still standing and it looked like 
we would not get it out. My father went inside and I was down on my knees trying to get 
out some more sand from around it. In a split-second, the post fell over only 10 centimetres 
away from me! That was not my time either!

For 7 years I played handball, I was a keeper. Everything went perfectly and I came so far 
I could join a higher team in the Netherlands. One day, I got an invitation to join a training 
session with one of the national teams. I was standing in the goal with 20 people in front 
of me. The coach loudly asked me: "How many balls from this national team will you allow 
in your goal?" I answered; 2. He laughed and he was making a fool of me telling the players; 
"He said he will hold 18 of the 20 balls out of his goal!" Everybody laughed and there 
came the first one. Guess what, I held 18 balls, only two balls got in!
 
Not so long ago, I was sitting on a rock in our garden. I tried to stand up, but I could not 
feel my legs and I fell back down on the rock. It was a nerve in my back, between two 
dorsal vertebras. It had happened before and then I had to lie down for a week. 
No problem, it always got better. Still sitting there on that rock with nobody home, 
I thought, "This must be over now" and asked the Universal power for help. That same 
minute I got a sign to stand up and walk. And yes, I stood up and walked again and I 
could do all the work that day.

During that time, I was working more and more on my health. When I was badly ill, 
I used to take many pills to keep on my feet. My migraine was terrible, the pain over 
my body took me down completely and my sinuses felt like they were always blocked. 
All day long, I had headaches and sinus problems. Moreover, when I asked the 
Universal power for health, something strange happened. I threw all my pills away 
and from that day on, I did not take any pills or other medicines! The sinus problems 
never came back and my migraine had gone forever. Everyday I talk to the power; 
it makes me stronger, even the flu that I normally had every 2 weeks disappeared! 
That power, that Universal power, which is around us and in us, can take all sickness 
away. My doctor does not see me anymore and he cannot believe what is happening 
to me.

One other thing: We had visitors and I was making some sandwiches. While I was 
cutting the bread, the knife cut deep into my little finger. I took a tissue and went to 
sit down in another room. Holding my finger, I asked the Universal power to help me. 
The bleeding stopped and 3 days later, the finger had recovered. The cut was gone 
and everything was normal again.

All these stories happened in my life. I direct myself, I survive and do not believe in 
the end of life right now. Many things happened in my life and most of them are above 
imagination, they are unexplainable. However, there is an explanation and that is the 
power of the Universe, you and nature! After I left my woods in the first years of my life 
I thought, I knew enough about life, but after I got connected with people, life took a 
different turn. My knowledge was fading away and the system got its power over me 
more and more. Even then, the Universal power never left me! It was always there, 
even in the most difficult times. Once I was sitting by the swimming pool looking at 
the stars. Suddenly I realized, "strange, everything I dreamed of has come true! 
I had my big home, several cars, a boat, a swimming pool, apartments and so on. 
All my wishes came true". From that moment, my life took a terrible turn. There were
no more wishes and I thought this is it, this is life. Then, in a few years, everything 
turned upside down, I lost my wife through illness and my children left me. I lost my 
home, boat, cars and people who worked for me went away. I had no goal to accomplish, 
so I became sicker and sicker. I thought the Universal power was gone. Then one day, 
I had a wish again, a wish I forgot for a long time and I had never asked for. Give me back 
my health! From that day on, everything got a positive turn. How stupid of me, I forgot the 
most important wish in life "Being healthy". I forgot that matter is not important at all if you 
are sick. With all the money you earn you cannot buy health. Strangely enough, many 
people do not know you can get good health free! Without my agency, cars, big house, 
pool and so on, still I have enough money to live on and now, I have a much better life 
than when I had all that stuff around me. That one wish is the most important one in life.

That night, sitting by the pool without having a wish or a goal, was the turning point in 
my life of wealth. A life full of problems, but still with the help of my inner power. 
After that day, my inner power left me and I became sick. Now, everyday, I am working 
to keep healthy and to teach others this way of living. It is for me the biggest goal ever 
I want to accomplish. It is very important that you have a wish, something you have to 
work for. Not winning a lottery, because that is not important in life, but something you 
are able to grow with and that shows you the way to the Universal power in yourself. 
A wish I will accomplish in my life, helping people and showing them that way. So many 
people are living in a way that leads to a dead end. Only a few of the billions of people 
know this way, some of them are making a lot of money by making a complete show 
of it. I do not want money, I want to help you and the gift I get from you is when you live 
a better life.

I keep writing, because I believe someday you will read this, so it will also change 
your life. Then you will see that true life, the life from inside you. There are people on 
this earth who have never had health problems and they are so far in life we cannot 
imagine. So far, I do not claim to be one of them. Moreover, I do not want to be one 
of them, because they cannot help us anymore. They do not live for us on this earth 
anymore, but 
only for themselves in another Universe.

I am learning every second of my life and will do so until my last breath. However, before 
that happens, I will work for you and the power. People have to come out of the 
system of digits, called matrix. Get their life back and work with the Universal power, 
helping others.

Universal power is priceless; it is not to be paid in money. My reward will be the day 
you learn and see that new life!

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